forced to write my own self...

firefox has a big hole according to the germans so i switched back to IE for the time being.  now i don't have stumbleupon or clipmarks so i can't avoid actual writing.  i am so depressed i feel like i am curling up like a dying centipede and on the constant verge of throwing up.  i'm trying to do art like ATC's but i am constantly telling myself that it is utterly pointless in the larger scheme of things.  i have to go eat now...